UCRAZY BACK TO FRANCE

I came back to France 1 week ago, I left Seoul the 22th of december.
What can I say? What can I write?
I decided to get back to spend my chritmas at home with my family.
Im not going to say Im disappointed. They love me soOo much and so do I.
Its not about love, its about the 'feeling' I get every time Im back to my country.
Its like if "Im back cause Ive to be back", getting some news from people I used to share my life with, from a country I used to live in. Thats it.
I had so 'special', 'meaningful', 'precious' moments Im not about to forget in Korea; and I just realize how important those moments were since Ive been back to Normandy.
Here is the same, things are like yersteday, they'll be like tomorrow. Nothing changed at all, same habits and routine makes the life more boring than ever. That 'bread-and-butter' life is increased by the fact I also had a so good and memorable time in the country Ive just left. Didnt cry, Im not going to. Dont want my emotions to take over me. If only I could get back to Korea... but I also dont wanna regret anything. I made a choice, I came back cause I had the deep feeling I had to do it. I always trust what I feel, I mean my intuition usually never leads me to the wrong way. I deeply rely on it.
I already made my schedule for those coming months:
studying in january, going to London in february and then finally getting back to Asia in March (Seoul-Tokyo-Mumbai.. not sure about the order :).

I spent christmas at the hospital to visit my dad's stepmother. I got there with my dad, sister, Raymond, my stepmother and her mum. Then I went to st James, a small town next to the famous spot 'the mont st Michel' I saw my whole Dad's side family :) That was a quiet and intimate moment, talking about politics, recents deaths, family, religion as usual :) with tasty French food (such as Coquilles st Jacques, poulet de ma grand-mere, cheeses, this unique 'countryside bread' like we call it in France, truffes de chocolats and the best for the last: les crêpes!!!). Honestly, that wasnt lots of fun like I used to get those previous days in Korea. You can have the best food in the best place.. but its not worth anything if you're not with the best people to share it with. Family moments are nice but friends moments are great, appreciate both of them anyway.
That was just different, need a bit of everything to make a living, every element plays an essential role to build a life. Id prefer going party with friends and having a blast for sure. I also feel important to step back to familial bases, getting different feelings and viewpoints about the way you run your life. keeping myself as openminded as I can.

I got back to my hometown tonight, I saw mum I havent seen for more than 3 months. still no changes. She told me about her trip to Vietnam, I guess she enjoyed it as mush as I did in Asia (China and then Korea).
My purpose is clear: studying as much and as fast as possible to get back to the 'real life': the one I love, the one I definitely care for, more than anything else:) I could sum it up by travelling, means getting to know more about cultures and people in the countries Im going to.